Despite my hopes and wishes the infusions I received last week have not worked. Not only that but I’ve had the most horrendous side effects and I have decided to not have the treatment again.
I’m feeling frustrated that my treatment hasn’t worked and that I still can’t do anything.
I’m frustrated with my son’s school teacher. He’s been having problems at school for weeks now. He was being bullied by two class members, they were actually punching and kicking him. The teacher said she has resolved this but my son’s mood hasn’t improved so I’m sure something else is going on. Every day he comes home and states that he’s been in trouble and has had a caution. The teacher told him off for fiddling with his fingers!! He’s also being constantly in trouble for disrupting the class, when he swears he only does it because the other kids won’t leave him alone. Something is going on and I need to get to the bottom of it. Which brings me to my next frustration. Despite calling the school and asking for meeting to discuss his problems they have still not arranged an appointment for me and it’s half term next week.
I’m also frustrated at home because nothing seems to ever get done. The housework is never up to my standards, but when I try to do more I make myself sicker. I look around and think, that needs doing, and that needs doing, but I can’t physically do it. I can ask others to do it but that’s not the point, I want to do it myself. It seems that no-one else sees it as a problem like I do and there is no rush to get things done, but I want to keep on top of things. I want to do it the way I used to. Can you hear my frustration?